May is just around the corner and with it comes graduation. Usually people are terrified because they have no idea what they have planned after graduation. There are infinite possibilities, but in this job market everyone scrambles and is terrified. I, on the other hand, am terrified for a completely different reason.

I have a job and internship (potentially) lined up. They're waiting for me. They want me. One actively sought me out. I want this. I want to start my life. But the entire idea of real life scares me to my very core. I have do the nine to five everyday thing and be away from my family and friends. I know I will be lonely and depressed to be away from them. But to prove to all those who never believed in me that my dreams have came true, being passionate, hard working, and never stopping. I'm almost there.

My only obstacle now is finishing my thesis which came to a stand still during the move of the lab. My boss is a very brilliant and wonderful woman. But when she is in the lab with me, I can get nothing done. So that is another problem right now. The plan currently is to have the first two to three pages written by this Monday. Here's to hoping my luck with jobs will carry over to my paper.